on second thought
This is the post I originally wrote, about 8:30pm:
I'd love to post about how I've gotten so much done. But alas, not so much has happened woolwise.
Instead you get to hear about my utterly bizarre day yesterday. First, we started with a triumph. Definitely not a portent of things to come.
The iPod is working. I was glad to hear that others had also had the joy (ahem) of updating their operating systems just to run Nanos and other iPods on them. It made me feel like less of a slacker in the update department. But as of yesterday morning the iPod was being fully enjoyed by my daughter, which is all that matters.
Then things went wildly awry.
I brushed my teeth prior to leaving the house yesterday afternoon, and noticed something was wrong. I had chipped a tooth. I called my dentist, and fortunately he had an open appointment for 4:15pm. I would say immediate gratification but we're talking about dental work here.
I took the train with my daughter and her visiting friend to Manhattan. I only had about an hour to kill but felt like getting out, rain or no rain (it had actually stopped pouring a little after noon, when we left the house). Shortly after leaving them at the movie theater, I had walked about a block when I was almost hit by a livery car driver. I had the green light, he made an illegal turn on red, but thankfully was going very slowly. He yelled at me because I was talking on my cell phone, but the truth is that he was in the wrong. He didn't hit me, although when I put out my hand the car came close enough to touch it (and I'm 5' and don't have much 'wingspan' to speak of).
Okay, near miss, but no harm done other than a little bit of adrenalin.
Then I had the fun of a dentist visit. Not a nice, planned, civilized visit at all. One of those, damn-it-what-happened-to-my-tooth and can-you-please-fix-it-without-hurting-me kind of things. He took care of it. Which should make me happy but at this precise point in time the Novocaine has worn off and my mouth is quite sore. However, I'm very glad I got it fixed up before the long New Year's weekend.
So, all's well that ends well, but my excitement quotient is about tapped out for the day and I think I have to call it a night. No knitting done, and minimal spinning. I will post a pic on Saturday (I've got it picked out) but other than that, nothing until the new year.
Wishing everyone relaxing weekend and a wonderful, peaceful, woolfull and happy new year!
And then I remembered what I had thought about writing about before the Novocaine wore off:
I had an interesting holiday season. Last year and the year before, there were special things I wanted. Knitting books from Norway and the like. I got them, after specifically asking. And this year the only thing I could even think of was the handcards (which I also got - my family is pretty good about lists).
Yes, I did treat myself to the fleece and the wonderful Alden Amos spindle with some money my MIL sent me. But the want list was tiny, and the fortuitous arrival of emails concerning two special finds (fleece and spindle) just happened and I jumped at the chance.
There isn't a whole lot I want that I don't have already.
It even occurred to me belatedly that I could have asked for a gift certificate for a local yarn shop. But there really isn't that much to tempt me right locally right now, and I've been enjoying knitting from stash for the last while. That's not to say I wouldn't buy something given a gift certificate, but the thought of going into a shop and feeling like I was expected to spend one wasn't really appealing.
I got some money for Christmas and Hanukah (my family does both) too, which I'm just setting aside for now. When I got it, I thought "Wow! I could almost buy a Lendrum wheel." Shortly thereafter I realized that although the money was "a lot" wool/spin wise, it was nothing if I needed a new computer. Which tempered my enthusiasm for spending it anytime soon.
I've been thinking about wants vs. needs, and realistically I know that my needs are all met. I have a great stash - yarn, needles, books and patterns for inspiration. I have more ideas than I can realistically knit in my free time, without giving up sleep and without blowing out my hands and wrists with a repetitive stress injury (which is something I've been flirting with for over 10 years, given all the handwork I've done or almost-overdone in that time).
I feel really lucky to have this incredible community of friends, with the inspiration, knowledge, and fun that they've given me over the past year or more. 99% of my fiber friends are people I've met through blogging. They've helped me through sad times, frustrations, computer problems, and more. I can't imagine life without them, and I also can't imagine having met such a rich and varied group of people without blogs, both reading them and writing one.
At the same time, I can see my own tendency to flit from one thing to another, like a moth following a light. I read about a book/pattern/yarn/gadget somewhere, and I want to have one. For all the friendship and inspiration I've gotten, and all the wonderful tips and ideas, there has been a downside for me of elusive chasing after mirages. Things I want but don't need, can't afford, and probably would never have known about without reading the dozens (its close to 200) blogs that I try to keep up with.
This is entirely my own fault. No one is twisting my arm, telling me I "must" have anything. It's my own flickering attention span and urge to hoard and have-it-all that are to blame. Not the blogs, not the bloggers. If I can come up with anything as a New Year's resolution, it might be to more seriously reflect on what it is that's important to me, what I have already, and what will really be special to me if I do acquire it.
Wishing you all a wonderful weekend and a new year full of special things.
















